love 2

25/4/2009
Is a memorable day
We visit an orphanage at puchong till go back around 5pm..
Here no air conditioning, but hv a fun game with kids under the burning sun
Here no nice view, but hv a resplendent smile return by kids
Here no praise, but hv a thankful from dean
Here no delicious food, but feel full with love

So happy, finally make the little first move to my charity aspiration journey.
Hope future will hv a more chance to participate in……despite I will inconvenience sometime sake of my personal problem, but I will try harder as well as I can…

不是每个人都长得漂亮，但每个人都可以活得漂亮
不要因为一个缺陷而放弃整个人生。。。

道歉

心直口快的我，常常都会不小心说错话
在这里，我想向那些如果我有说错什么话让你们觉得不舒服的话，请多多原谅，也非常抱歉
有时话一出口才发现那不应该说，但已经来不及了，只能自己在那边懊悔，觉得很没礼貌，心里也很不舒服，超想去撞树的，但已经太迟了。。。 撞树也收不回刚刚说错的话

只能当作是一个教训，常常提醒自己要好好的小心言行举子
bear in mind
think before talk >.<>

my poor presentation

today is my third time going to my presentation, but that are not satisfying.i just given myself 10/100 mark with my performance. i keeping asking my friend how about my presentation, all of them say i'm look like too nervous, always keeping laughing and my voice is too soft and fun.
i try to find out the reason make my presentation off form, this is the thing that i think i need to beware :
1) my voice is totally differ when i'm speak through the microphone, this make me feel no used?
2) when i see someone those laughing in front of me during my presentation, i will follow them to laugh unconscious ?
3) my shoes is too tighten till make me feel no very comfortable ?
4) i'm no enough concentrate ?

despite my presentation is done poorly, but i won't give up easily and will be more effort in my next time presentation.
be serious, and loking forward my next time presentation^^

last...i wan to say sorry to my group member and hope my poorly perfomance won't give them any affect...

安于本分

身为子女，应安于本分，孝顺父母
身为学生，应安于本分，用功读书
身为朋友，应安于本分，互相帮助
身为平民，应安于本分，爱卫和平
身为人类，应安于本分，保护大自然
奋斗过程，应安于途中，生命的奖赏远在旅途的终点

如果说人生就像戏一场，那我们都是演员。一个演员，不是盲目的期盼可以拿到一个好角色，做主角
而是，无论拿到什么角色，都可以安于本分，把自己的角色扮演好，才是一位令人尊敬的演员。。。

安于自己的本分，就如同太阳安于本分的，每日早上从东边升起，傍晚再从西边下山
不会想太多，随着自然界的心声，安于本分的, 走下去。。。

love

今天是第二次去位于八打灵再也的孤儿院给小孩子们补习.其实这是一间残障中心,原本只是收留那些有残障问题的小孩,不过因为一些不负责任的父母把他们正常的孩子送到这间残障院,再把照顾孩子的责任推给了这件残障院的负责人,而心地非常善良的负责人(mr.ohmar)为了让孩子们有个容身之地,所以好心的收留了他们,负责他们的三餐和成长过程.
然而这些小孩子们的笑容并没有因为可怜的生世而不把它挂在脸上。而且有些还很聪明伶俐,拥有雄心大志将来要为社会服务.
我要先谢谢非常善良的丽芯和alice,因为没有她们,我就没有机会参与这些活动和认识一群志同道合的朋友.还有要谢谢今天nashanini送我的小花，sandiya热心的要帮我拿水壶和一群可爱又调皮的小瓜们^^
也许人生的缺陷，就像一个有个缺口的瓶子，永远都让人觉得好像少了一块或已经没有价值了。然而我们可以耐心地用满满的爱把它填上去，只要我们愿意。本人有这样的感悟,是因为自己也曾体会过. 我喜欢参与慈善，并不是因为希望可以得到什么回报或拿一个‘好人’的名誉然后流芳百世。只是我觉得其实我们在帮助人的同时也是在帮助自己，我们在带给别人快乐的同时自己也可以感受到那快乐。还记得以前看过一个这样的故事：每个人到了天国以后，上帝会问他们两道问题。第一，这一生当中你有找到快乐吗？第二，你有帮助到别人找到快乐吗？
我找到答案了,你呢?
爱，要行动，要无私，也要及时。。。
我会努力去尝试和慢慢的学习,希望大家也可以一起加油….
因为有爱,所以这个世界才会让人觉得美丽和有意义的, 不是吗?
而爱有很多种,但是千万别让爱变成一种伤害…..

最近为歌手阿桑的逝世感到很惋惜，相信《叶子》这首歌都曾感动过无数人的心房。
叶子的掉落,并不是树的不挽留,也不是叶子不想逗留,而是风执意的把它带走,就如同病魔把阿桑带走了…
人就是酱,时间一到就会被分解,好像从来没来过一样.希望你一路好走,你美丽的歌声,我们不会忘记的

happiness

just now got a chat with long time no see d friend
she say she feel very happily
i ask her what thing make u feel very happily and how u find it?
she answer me cause got many people sayang her
then i ask her again how to make people sayang u ?
she answer me happily is no other people give d, u must find urself and capture people treat u gd one.......
but i am blur with the answer she gv me
ha~for me
if u think u are happily then u are happily
if u think u are unfortunate then u are unfortunate
happiness or not is depend on how we think
sometimes a change perspective will create a big differ in life

be grateful

11:07pm now, after brush tooth and wash face, it is time for me to prepare lay at the bed to sleeping
before the end of this day
i wan to grateful a lot of thing :
i'm grateful for 2day the sunlight shine to me
i'm grateful for 2day who return my smile
i'm grateful for 2day hv a nice speech with friend
i'm grateful for 2day my mid-term exam no so hard
i'm grateful for 2day i safely to fetch my friend go back home
i'm grateful for 2day the frolic with my cute-cute nephew
i'm grateful for 2day i can hv a dinner with my family
i'm grateful for 2day hv the moon accompany me to sleeping
i'm grateful for u spend the time to reading my blog
i'm grateful for the care from god
originally than hv many thing deserve us to grateful within one day
gd nite everybody and hope u all will have a sweet dream and smiling tomorrow

metamorphosis

this is an illustration i read recently and touched my string :

are u agree that a caterpillar is an ugly animal?
nope! be patient! one day it will transform into a beautiful butterfly.

if u still a caterpillar,don't ask gotta take how much time for metamorphosis, just follow step by step and be struggling, looking forward the day when u become a beautiful butterfly.

lesson: sometime, how we look at ourselfs is more important than how others people look at us.