Monday, March 23, 2009

人生路上



人生路上,困难重重。。。

希望过;也绝望过

开心过;也失落过

面对过;也逃避过

努力过;也懒惰过

接受过;也埋怨过

享受过;也折磨过

珍惜过;也错失过

最重要的是到最后还能抱着希望和感恩的心,勇敢的继续踏遍人世间不平路。。。

Thursday, March 12, 2009

生活小事

这个学期的开始原本打算好好努力读书,拼出一番好成绩,但是才持续不到几天又打回原形,每天心不在焉,像没有魂似的在过日子。。。不可以再这样了。对生活多一份热忱,少一份抱怨,生活才有意义 。

这个拜六去孤儿院帮小孩子们补习。虽然这并不算什么,但是莫因善小而不为。然而不喜欢陌生的我心理其实有点紧张,因为是第一次也是一个人去,不知会遇到什么样的朋友,合不合得来,那会是个怎么样的地方,小孩子们会不会很顽皮?????不过成为一位义工一直是我的心愿,所以不能担心那么多了。每天躲起来的我也是时候去各种各样的外界接触一下了。

不过比较担心的还是学萧,原本以为,吹萧很容易吧了,但是吹来吹去还是一直走音,上课时也很闷,吹不到一下子就感觉头晕晕的。。。心理有点后悔了。。。不过学音乐一直是自己梦想,无论如何,我会坚持下去的,相信总有一天我可以吹出一首感动人心的曲子。要加油。

时间真的让很多东西都变得跟以前不一样了 。没有任何东西可以永恒的。 社会也是,外表也是,感情也是,人也是。也许真正的永远只有把握现在。

最近发现有些人喜欢带着假面具,让我觉得有点虚伪。不过也许虚伪并没有错,因为我明白对有些人来说,虚伪只是为了要在这个现实的世界活得更好的一道工具。虽然我也没有很清高,但是比较喜欢两个人在一起,heart to heart 的感觉。
不过真心待人,却不一定会被真心对待。
remember, never judge someone by it surface or through other people mouth!

谢谢叔宜,带我去看那么美丽的夜景。。。真的好漂亮。那个画面也会一直刻在我心里。
不过千万别一个人去,找多一点人陪,不然好危险噢

燕子不想飞了,燕子只想过平淡平静的生活,因为最简单的才是最快乐的。。。
踏踏实实的做好自己的本分吧。
虽然现在的我离梦想还有一段好长的距离,但是成功不是轰轰烈烈或一朝一夕,而是点点滴滴,一步一脚印的慢慢凝聚起来的。
也许我并没有太多先天的条件,但我会用我后天的努力,向我的梦想迈进,创造奇迹~

Friday, January 9, 2009

new year new hope

finally,finally,finally finish all my exam paper...
but...
i am so, so, so worry my result...
because...
this trimester i become very very very lazy to study...
this is a stupid, stupid, stupid me...
spend whole day in sleep, sleep, sleep
wan,wan,wan evade facing my annoyance through sleep
despite of i know this is so,so,so silly
haizzzzzz..
cheer up, lee yen! come back, lee yen!
izzit you still wan to get along a day after day like half death fish? me is no me again?
new year is begin already,many challenge is waiting for me.
last year(2008)..i'll let it pass
new year(2009)..i wan happy everyday and never lose myself again,me is me!
what i wan to done...
1) join taiji and learn musical instrument either guitar or flute
2) avoid take a nap no matter how many tired because this will make me getting insomnia
3) keep health:go to do exercise when i free,sleep early wake up early,gain my weight till the health standard
4) concentrate fire on study
5) think in optimistic
6)..........................
i will persevere to do it^^
happy new year^^

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

beautiful world

the heaven in the sky^^

tuesday, 5:40pm, at mmu hostel
The raining is at outside now, the wind is strong, many birds is gang up and fly in the sky with free and easy, people open the colorful umbrella to against a rain, their umbrella seem like a flower move along the road
wah~that is a nice scenery...
i sit in front of my window...i am thinking a bygones
that what i am done, what i am say, what i am before this...
what i am need to do, need to say, need to be after this...
my mood is calm and peaceful
natural world is so beautiful, really very beautiful...
thank to the god create a beautiful world to let people live and stay
i will appreciate this world and treasure all the thing in my life...
虽然我拥有得不多,但是我不是一无所有
拥有的’比‘得不到’的更珍贵

Monday, December 29, 2008

i am very relax...very relax...no tired...no tired...i can de...i can de
i am a tough and optimistic girl
i can de...
la~la~la~

Saturday, December 27, 2008

whatever~tonite must finish my business ethic assignment~~~if not...i not call tan lee yen again..add oil add oil

Thursday, December 25, 2008

christmas



merry christmas to me
merry christmas to all my family and friends
this year christmas really nothing special to me..just stay at hostel rushing assignment..haiz!
so missing the 2006 year christmas day
that christmas count down night, my brother bring me go2 time squards here sell the spray
we hide the spray inside the bag because scare caught by police,then we go along the street sell our spray.
10 dollar,buy 2 free 1
haha..that night we earn approximate 300 dollar
althought we can't see the firework on time and my body is dirty becaure spray by people and covered the sweat.
but it is a unforgettable christmas night for me..
because,
this is first time i feel that i so close with my brother
this is first time i receive a christmas gift
this is first time my brother pull my hand across the road
this is first time i feel the warmth from my brother
althought we seldom talk with each other,play with each other and see each other..
but i know u really so care about me and help me many...all of this will keep in my mind forever and forever~haha!
if this world hv ' time turn back mechine'~~~i really hope it can bring me go back long long ago,
so that i can edit the history and change many many thing, all will become more perfect..haha...pam...dreaming agian... i know it is impossibe...so i will try2 do the best and appreciate now..hope i can do it^^
bla bla bla...
ok,continue doing my assignment...haizzz >.<

Monday, December 22, 2008

love




相爱不如相知
Instead of loving each other, why not understand each other?


Are you agree with this phrase?
i am very agree.This phrase is come from the chienese drama. i do like this phrase, because it really touch me from the bottom of my heart.
do you hv try2 understand the people beside u?
love is great and a powerful thing in this earth.This including the love between the parent with their children,girl and girl,boy and boy,girl and boy and etc...
as in god love us because he knows us
he know us because he create us.
as in mother's love her children because she knows her children.
when u really know someone, you can truly love him.
This knowledge of someone is a spiritual knowingness,not just knowing someone on a physical plane. Because of this knowingness, regardless of what the person had done or become, you are able to tolerate his weakness and go through with him.
so,from now on..try to understand the people beside you is better than you love someone in blind.

"相爱不如相知,与其执著痴念,不如化为祝福。
不要让你爱的人被你的爱所磨蚀。
反过来以你的爱让他得到力量展翅高飞。
假若真的有缘就算分隔两地,心仍会在一起。
真正爱一个人必定以他的幸福当作是你的幸福。
若然有人能比你给予他更大的幸福,你就把他送到那里去。
"

p/s: some of the sentense is copy from internet

Thursday, December 18, 2008

magic show



tonight went to see the MMU magic show,this is first time i see the magic show..haha.. a nice show
the magician always repeat say:
"when you believe,eveything is magic "
ya..it is truth
if you not believe it ,believe yourself also..how come other people will believe u and how2 create a miracle
when you believe it believe yourself..everything is possible

despite magic is an illusion,
but somtime,
an illusion make everything can become more wonderful.

i no curious how the magic can marvelous like that or wan to find out the trick ..
i just enjoy the show..enjoy an illusion
2day let me know how2 appreciate an illusion
and always 'believe' in...what u wan...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

爱得更宽容

一笼子同种的鸟,看起来有什么不同?
一地球同样的人,骨子里有什么差异?
都是圆颅方跐,都有喜怒爱憎,
于是看别人好像看自己,想自己就能猜别人。
给别人多一步宽容,就是给自己多几分天地。

BY<爱是一种美丽的疼痛>
作者:刘墉

actually what is the 'love'?
now i still reading the book'love is a beautiful pain'..hope this book can help me find out the answer^^