my poor presentation

today is my third time going to my presentation, but that are not satisfying.i just given myself 10/100 mark with my performance. i keeping asking my friend how about my presentation, all of them say i'm look like too nervous, always keeping laughing and my voice is too soft and fun.
i try to find out the reason make my presentation off form, this is the thing that i think i need to beware :
1) my voice is totally differ when i'm speak through the microphone, this make me feel no used?
2) when i see someone those laughing in front of me during my presentation, i will follow them to laugh unconscious ?
3) my shoes is too tighten till make me feel no very comfortable ?
4) i'm no enough concentrate ?

despite my presentation is done poorly, but i won't give up easily and will be more effort in my next time presentation.
be serious, and loking forward my next time presentation^^

last...i wan to say sorry to my group member and hope my poorly perfomance won't give them any affect...

安于本分

身为子女，应安于本分，孝顺父母
身为学生，应安于本分，用功读书
身为朋友，应安于本分，互相帮助
身为平民，应安于本分，爱卫和平
身为人类，应安于本分，保护大自然
奋斗过程，应安于途中，生命的奖赏远在旅途的终点

如果说人生就像戏一场，那我们都是演员。一个演员，不是盲目的期盼可以拿到一个好角色，做主角
而是，无论拿到什么角色，都可以安于本分，把自己的角色扮演好，才是一位令人尊敬的演员。。。

安于自己的本分，就如同太阳安于本分的，每日早上从东边升起，傍晚再从西边下山
不会想太多，随着自然界的心声，安于本分的, 走下去。。。

love

今天是第二次去位于八打灵再也的孤儿院给小孩子们补习.其实这是一间残障中心,原本只是收留那些有残障问题的小孩,不过因为一些不负责任的父母把他们正常的孩子送到这间残障院,再把照顾孩子的责任推给了这件残障院的负责人,而心地非常善良的负责人(mr.ohmar)为了让孩子们有个容身之地,所以好心的收留了他们,负责他们的三餐和成长过程.
然而这些小孩子们的笑容并没有因为可怜的生世而不把它挂在脸上。而且有些还很聪明伶俐,拥有雄心大志将来要为社会服务.
我要先谢谢非常善良的丽芯和alice,因为没有她们,我就没有机会参与这些活动和认识一群志同道合的朋友.还有要谢谢今天nashanini送我的小花，sandiya热心的要帮我拿水壶和一群可爱又调皮的小瓜们^^
也许人生的缺陷，就像一个有个缺口的瓶子，永远都让人觉得好像少了一块或已经没有价值了。然而我们可以耐心地用满满的爱把它填上去，只要我们愿意。本人有这样的感悟,是因为自己也曾体会过. 我喜欢参与慈善，并不是因为希望可以得到什么回报或拿一个‘好人’的名誉然后流芳百世。只是我觉得其实我们在帮助人的同时也是在帮助自己，我们在带给别人快乐的同时自己也可以感受到那快乐。还记得以前看过一个这样的故事：每个人到了天国以后，上帝会问他们两道问题。第一，这一生当中你有找到快乐吗？第二，你有帮助到别人找到快乐吗？
我找到答案了,你呢?
爱，要行动，要无私，也要及时。。。
我会努力去尝试和慢慢的学习,希望大家也可以一起加油….
因为有爱,所以这个世界才会让人觉得美丽和有意义的, 不是吗?
而爱有很多种,但是千万别让爱变成一种伤害…..

最近为歌手阿桑的逝世感到很惋惜，相信《叶子》这首歌都曾感动过无数人的心房。
叶子的掉落,并不是树的不挽留,也不是叶子不想逗留,而是风执意的把它带走,就如同病魔把阿桑带走了…
人就是酱,时间一到就会被分解,好像从来没来过一样.希望你一路好走,你美丽的歌声,我们不会忘记的

happiness

just now got a chat with long time no see d friend
she say she feel very happily
i ask her what thing make u feel very happily and how u find it?
she answer me cause got many people sayang her
then i ask her again how to make people sayang u ?
she answer me happily is no other people give d, u must find urself and capture people treat u gd one.......
but i am blur with the answer she gv me
ha~for me
if u think u are happily then u are happily
if u think u are unfortunate then u are unfortunate
happiness or not is depend on how we think
sometimes a change perspective will create a big differ in life

be grateful

11:07pm now, after brush tooth and wash face, it is time for me to prepare lay at the bed to sleeping
before the end of this day
i wan to grateful a lot of thing :
i'm grateful for 2day the sunlight shine to me
i'm grateful for 2day who return my smile
i'm grateful for 2day hv a nice speech with friend
i'm grateful for 2day my mid-term exam no so hard
i'm grateful for 2day i safely to fetch my friend go back home
i'm grateful for 2day the frolic with my cute-cute nephew
i'm grateful for 2day i can hv a dinner with my family
i'm grateful for 2day hv the moon accompany me to sleeping
i'm grateful for u spend the time to reading my blog
i'm grateful for the care from god
originally than hv many thing deserve us to grateful within one day
gd nite everybody and hope u all will have a sweet dream and smiling tomorrow

metamorphosis

this is an illustration i read recently and touched my string :

are u agree that a caterpillar is an ugly animal?
nope! be patient! one day it will transform into a beautiful butterfly.

if u still a caterpillar,don't ask gotta take how much time for metamorphosis, just follow step by step and be struggling, looking forward the day when u become a beautiful butterfly.

lesson: sometime, how we look at ourselfs is more important than how others people look at us.

人生路上

人生路上，困难重重。。。

希望过；也绝望过

开心过；也失落过

面对过；也逃避过

努力过；也懒惰过

接受过；也埋怨过

享受过；也折磨过

珍惜过；也错失过

最重要的是到最后还能抱着希望和感恩的心，勇敢的继续踏遍人世间不平路。。。

生活小事

这个学期的开始原本打算好好努力读书，拼出一番好成绩，但是才持续不到几天又打回原形，每天心不在焉，像没有魂似的在过日子。。。不可以再这样了。对生活多一份热忱，少一份抱怨，生活才有意义 。

这个拜六去孤儿院帮小孩子们补习。虽然这并不算什么，但是莫因善小而不为。然而不喜欢陌生的我心理其实有点紧张，因为是第一次也是一个人去，不知会遇到什么样的朋友，合不合得来，那会是个怎么样的地方，小孩子们会不会很顽皮？？？？？不过成为一位义工一直是我的心愿，所以不能担心那么多了。每天躲起来的我也是时候去各种各样的外界接触一下了。

不过比较担心的还是学萧，原本以为，吹萧很容易吧了，但是吹来吹去还是一直走音，上课时也很闷，吹不到一下子就感觉头晕晕的。。。心理有点后悔了。。。不过学音乐一直是自己梦想，无论如何，我会坚持下去的，相信总有一天我可以吹出一首感动人心的曲子。要加油。

时间真的让很多东西都变得跟以前不一样了 。没有任何东西可以永恒的。 社会也是，外表也是，感情也是，人也是。也许真正的永远只有把握现在。

最近发现有些人喜欢带着假面具，让我觉得有点虚伪。不过也许虚伪并没有错，因为我明白对有些人来说，虚伪只是为了要在这个现实的世界活得更好的一道工具。虽然我也没有很清高，但是比较喜欢两个人在一起，heart to heart 的感觉。
不过真心待人，却不一定会被真心对待。
remember, never judge someone by it surface or through other people mouth!

谢谢叔宜，带我去看那么美丽的夜景。。。真的好漂亮。那个画面也会一直刻在我心里。
不过千万别一个人去，找多一点人陪，不然好危险噢

燕子不想飞了，燕子只想过平淡平静的生活，因为最简单的才是最快乐的。。。
踏踏实实的做好自己的本分吧。
虽然现在的我离梦想还有一段好长的距离，但是成功不是轰轰烈烈或一朝一夕，而是点点滴滴，一步一脚印的慢慢凝聚起来的。
也许我并没有太多先天的条件，但我会用我后天的努力，向我的梦想迈进，创造奇迹~

new year new hope

finally,finally,finally finish all my exam paper...
but...
i am so, so, so worry my result...
because...
this trimester i become very very very lazy to study...
this is a stupid, stupid, stupid me...
spend whole day in sleep, sleep, sleep
wan,wan,wan evade facing my annoyance through sleep
despite of i know this is so,so,so silly
haizzzzzz..
cheer up, lee yen! come back, lee yen!
izzit you still wan to get along a day after day like half death fish? me is no me again?
new year is begin already,many challenge is waiting for me.
last year(2008)..i'll let it pass
new year(2009)..i wan happy everyday and never lose myself again,me is me!
what i wan to done...
1) join taiji and learn musical instrument either guitar or flute
2) avoid take a nap no matter how many tired because this will make me getting insomnia
3) keep health:go to do exercise when i free,sleep early wake up early,gain my weight till the health standard
4) concentrate fire on study
5) think in optimistic
6)..........................
i will persevere to do it^^
happy new year^^

beautiful world

the heaven in the sky^^

tuesday, 5:40pm, at mmu hostel

The raining is at outside now, the wind is strong, many birds is gang up and fly in the sky with free and easy, people open the colorful umbrella to against a rain, their umbrella seem like a flower move along the road
wah~that is a nice scenery...
i sit in front of my window...i am thinking a bygones
that what i am done, what i am say, what i am before this...
what i am need to do, need to say, need to be after this...
my mood is calm and peaceful
natural world is so beautiful, really very beautiful...
thank to the god create a beautiful world to let people live and stay
i will appreciate this world and treasure all the thing in my life...

虽然我拥有得不多，但是我不是一无所有

‘拥有的’比‘得不到’的更珍贵